i've had a rough start, but i'm ready for the good part.

i either just did something that is going to benefit me, or i just did something REALLY freaking stupid.....

prolly more stupid.

i just wrote a....(gulp) myspace to this guy i am infatuated with even though i'v only seen him and never talked to him. it wasn't any, "oh my god, you are so sexy! i love your tattoos! we should make, i mean..hang out sometime.". more like, "hey, i've seen you around and we know alot of the same people. how come we've never met?" type dealie.

am i an idiot? he's prolly a douchebag or way out of my league. but i just HAD to contact him and i cant do it when i'm drunk at the bar. i try to be classy sometimes!